Her veins have tasted a needle
With a riddle on those hands
She bends in despair
Seems unfair. She cannon bare…
her life that’s just heavy
And a weary of breath
Wish a myth of the spring
Which can bring just a little…
Of the wind from above
Letting her know she’s alive.
And now you ask to dig it out
Unforgettable heart I buried
But its alive and breathing
Stirring up the ground
Screaming in revenging sound
Just go away and don’t come back
The heart six feet beneath, when will it die?
It’s circulating through my veins
Dark black tears.. and it’s a pain.
Oh, Lord, my God, please set me free… from this misery…
…This is me without God.
I’ll be careless of all.
I’ll be the outcast of all.
In the line of a billion
I’ll be standing as last.
The plots on my way
Are like rats dirty gray.
The future full of lies
Is like the flies over body that dies.
Do You think I can find
My way home, oh, my God?
I am hell’s decoration
On the black-painted walls.
-vm
My ways were all broken.
It was dark. I felt frozen.
Life could not hear my cries
But I dreamed of sunrise.
As a loner in the night
I walked, never stopped.
Many lies of false gods
To me endlessly cawed.
Through the ice and the rain
I still came to the sunrise
To be healed from all pain
I pressed hard not in vain.
Cannot make up my mind
Just going round and round.
Now laying dizzy on gray sand.
Somebody pulled me by my legs.
I see ripped clouds so dark.
Wet leaves that covered all the skies.
I see tall trees wave me good bye.
I feel my body dragging by.
Going deeper… growing weaker…
Every step of my thief makes me sicker.
I grabbed a handful of dry leaves -
I love the way they smell.
My hair are full of sand and dirt
And face set down into the floor.
No longer I see skies.
I cannot see at all.
I only feel the thief’s cold hands
That drag me by my legs.
To forest went my days -
I’ve made the choice of endless pains.
I thought I’ll be alright
Without You by my side.
She is so bitter on my lips.
The flavor of her love
Is death on its black ships.
Already ready for a pickup,
She travels between two worlds
Delivering to horror many mortals.
The moment my lips touched her lips
I fell unconscious on the floor.
This death was so because of her.
Misled by promises unheard of,
Deceived by images undreamed of,
I’m on the black ship never thought of.
Through our daymares,
Through our nightmares,
We’ll follow the pillar
Of fire and cloud.
They shouted, “Evil shall prevail!”
And for our world quickly sailed.
But I saw them coming;
Darkest secrets are revealed.
My dear, stop the trembling,
The Most High will be our shield.
Sound the alarm,
Let all the living know,
“Grab a sword in your arm.
Be brave, my friends, and go!”
Our lungs burn.
Victory is our concern.
We are a great storm.
Erase me, erase me.
I’m your perfect reflection.
Such a non-pleasing affliction.
Can’t stay pretty all the lifetime.
I’m worth no million, no dime!
Just a really messed up painting -
Pretty colors keep on fading.
Redraw the dots.
Connect them all.
I’m just a rough draft.
And you are too.
Redraw the dots
Cause I am you.
{ Vadim Makoyed }